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Have you ever met someone who you were very attracted to, and you really hit it off, but the timing was just not right?? If you had another chance with this person... and timing seemed right... would you go for it??
I spent most of the tonight, talking to someone I had not talked to in about 15 years... But I remember we used to talk a lot back then, and when we met... It seemed we really liked each other.. of course we were pretty young back then, and I'm not quite sure what happened, I don't remember why we didn't end up seeing more of each other... but if I'm not mistaken, the timing was just not right at the time... We finally got to talk again tonight... and while I know people change and he's not the same young boy I had a crush on... I'm sure he knows I'm not that same girl he once met... but, while talking to him, I found my self wondering... How come we didn't go for it?
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Hello, My name is Vanessa, but my friends call me "Nessa", some of my friends call me "Mistress Nessa" everyone else calls me "EVIL BITCH"... lol I am a bisexual, Hispanic, 30 year old mother of 4 beautiful children. I am a former law student, hoping to go back to law school someday, I live somewhere in the United States, I am fun, outgoing, intelligent, a very good friend, I enjoy listening to different types of music. As of right now I am not looking for anyone to be with, basically because if it's meant to be it will be, if it's not it won't. I also like poetry, I happen to have written a few poems every now and then. I am also a very big flirt, spontaneous, opened minded... specially when it comes to sex. I am very independent woman, with my good and bad moments, but always very honest. Now that I have told you all the good points let me tell u the bad ones. I can also be a cold hearted, mean, calculating, ungrateful, selfish, vengeful evil bitch... (hence why ppl call me Evil Bitch).. lol. I don't forgive easy, and once someone has betrayed my trust is very hard to gain it back. And no, I don't go around killing people either, it's just that once I've been hurt... I close my self to the person who hurt me, to the point where I will completelly stop caring about them, and once I'm at that point, It's over. I am not the kind of person to waste my time with players, (been there done that!!) At this point in my life I am just looking to get ahead, get my life straightened out and take care of my kids. I'm sure that sooner or later I will find someone who is worth my time, love and trust, but until that happens I'm just enjoying my self having fun.
I'm also the proud ex owner of a yahoo crew by the name of "Access Denied". We were more than just a crew, we were a family, thanks to the crew I had the oportunity to meet tons of very interesting people, and made many friends, whom I love very dearly, and I wouldn't trade their friendships for nothing in this world. Although the crew is no longer together, I still talk to most of them, the ones I don't talk to I miss dearly, and regardless of where they are, or what they're doing, they will never leave my heart.
OK well that's it for me.. please feel free to sign my guest book and I will appreciate any comments or suggestions you might have. For those of you who know me.... I love you guys and gals.... 143 Always.
P.S. I have started my own business, feel free to check it out!! Mistress Nessa's Dungeon!!! Your place for all your adult sex toys and novelties! Simply click on the picture below to visit my website!!!! The best quality, at the lowest prices! Don't wait... Check us out NOW!!
